Ari ahad tak larat nak buat ape..i got this headache. berdenyut-denyut. so i ended up tido...tu pun tak nyenyak. Haqqeem asyik panjat badan mama je...hubby g melawat kubur arwah FIL ngan MIL dan adik dia.
On Monday, my hubby ask to pay his 1st installment for the 'babe'. So, me and haqqeem went out pagi-pagi lagi to pay ayah installment. Singgah ofis jap, then off we go to KL Sentral. I don't know other branch of AmBnk yg dlm bangunan. Sini tak panas and we were able to makan at kfc. Haqqeem happy sgt ngan mashed potato dia. He sit kat baby chair and talking to himself looking amazingly at the lights. Tgn menghentak-hentak. Happy tgk dia. Masa balik dukung dia, we took a cab. Dlm cab dia tgk je mama..tak tahu kenapa. Then dia tidor....all the way smp umah.
I love spending time with him...mcm ngan pak we...kelakar...ari ni masak nasi ayam. Semlm masak spaghetti..tak de lauk jadi bubuh cndwan je....Semua org dah tidur and i am blogging. sbb esok dah vowed nak buat keje..ta nak blog..at least smp petang..hehehe
I miss my real parents at dungun. Lama tak balik sane...kecil hati sebnarnya ngan mak. Ari tu masa dlm pantang mak tak nak masak. Dia suruh makan nasi semlm jer...MIL keluar ada urusan jadi bila dia balik tgk tak ada lauk dia pun masakkan...maaalu pada MIL. Anak dia yg dia tak bagi pada org dia jaga betul-betul. Byk lagi lah komen yg dia kata i tak pandai jaga anak...Bila hubby suruh mandikan anak dia kata habislah anak tu..lemas...i know masa dlm pantang i byk menangis...tapi kata-kata mak kandung tu kan umpama doa. Kenapa nak kata benda yg tak elok...Itu yg buat i tak balik. Telefon jugak sekali kala...
Hubungan i and my real parents tak de la rapat until 2 years ago....i was raised by my adopted parents in Ipoh. Sebab tu i selalu balik Ipoh. I love my family in Ipoh so much...especially my adopted father. Bukan senang nak jaga anak org...and to treat like your own...i know i tak boleh....
Thank you papa..for taking me as your daughter. To raised me as your own. Forgive me for all the heartache I've cause you. I love you and akak akan selalu kenang jasa papa.
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i have a friend like you mamafynn. dia punya sayang kat mak ayah angkat dia. kalah dia sayangkan mak ayah sendiri.
Ada sorang my fren struggle nak puaskan hati parents dia..sian, not appreciated.Syukur i'm not in that situation.
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