It's a boy...

I've done my scan yesterday. and the doctor told me that the baby is a boy. Tak dapat lah i merasa letak klip rambut pada anak..heheh..tapi tak kisah lah. at least haqqeem ada teman untuk bergumbal, tidur bersama, main tembak-tembak. ..heheh..i hope they will be best buddies like i am with my sisters....

Mcmana lah keadaan baby baru ni.previous delivery and post natal experience was not so pleasant...still haunts me though. I hope i can be tougher and know how to handle babies. Last time i had spent 5 days in the wad and i have problem handling haqqeem. I just don't know how to handle him and i was afraid that i might hurt him or do something wrong...I cried everyday sampai my hubby risau. He had to ask my friend (kakak kat ofis ni) to give me advice...hehe..thinking back i wonder how i can be so fragile. Rasa rejected, rasa down sgt-sgt..it was so unexplainable through words...

I remember the first time i held haqqeem. The nurse told me to speak to him. Call his name..to tell the truth i just don't know how...i feel akward calling his name..akward to speak to someone who doesn't know how to speak back...to hold him..nak cuci najis dia pun tak reti...

Sekarang bila tgk haqqeem tidur, i spoke to myself..dah panjang dah dia. dulu kecik jer..baju new born pun tak muat...seluar pendek utk new born jadi mcm seluar panjang...heheheh sekarang ngan perut buncit dia...kaki tembam...lari terkedek-kedek...hheheh kelakar..seronok tgk..he is my best remedy ever...cuma dia tak pandai nak cakap je...

Now...I feel so tired..kaki ni mcm tak larat nak angkat...lenguh je...panggil tukang urut tapi tak dtg pun. asyik busy jer...kat tempat kerja lak busy jer...asyik kena naik turun je...pas tu balik umah kena naik tangga lagi..ni baru 5 bulan...mcmana lah nanti....and the stress at tempar kerja mcm tak leh nak handle...kalau lah things is a bit easier....

Fetal development

I am now pregnant 20weeks this week. (Below were taken from http://baby-gaga.com)

Fetal development in pregnancy week 20:

This week you’ve got about 10.5 inches and approximately 10.5 oz of solid baby-miracle-goodness! Their little delicates bones continue to ossify and toughen while their itsy bitsy finger and toe pads are finishing up. Your little monkey now has teeth buds, although they’re hidden beneath the gum line. And finally! Their limbs have reached their relative proportions—no more alien baby! Their cute pink lips are more defined, and might be helping out in a bit of prenatal thumb-sucking. If you have a little boy, then their tiny testes are descending, though they have not yet passed the abdominal wall. What’s more, eyelashes and eyebrows are also visible. At this point, your little one really looks like a miniature baby—and we do mean miniature as your little swimmer currently weighs a mere eighth of their final birth weight. With half the pregnancy behind you, the most significant gains are yet to come!


Hmm..i can't wait to know whether it's a girl or a boy! Either one I will be happy with...asalkan dia sihat...

Last week, I bought bicycle for haqqeem. Yg siap ada tempat tolak kat belakang. Unfortunately, kaki dia tak sampai..gheheh..jadi kalau nak naik, kena ada org tolak lah.

On weekend, kami pergi kedai belakang to buy his milk. Bawak lah haqqeem dan his new bike. Tapi masa balik dah hujan renyai-renai. masa tu dah nak malam. Jadi idecided beli baju hujan pakaikan dia. Baju ujan tu besar..panjang lebih dari kaki..panjang lengan pun...tapi tak pe asal dia tak kena ujan. Dia diam je smp balik..kelakar lak tgk dia. tak gerak..senyum pun tak. Kakak sepupu dia dok ketawa-ketawa kat dia..dia boleh diam tak de perasaan. Siap tepis muka kaka sepupu dia yg ketawa berdekah-dekah sebelah dia.

Haqqeem..haqqeem..bila ingat balik waktu lahirkan dia..he was so innocent..so small..sekarang he so panjang, bulat and ada attitude of his own.

I am officially 5 months today. Macamana lah keadaan adik nanti...Mcm abang dia ke? Teringat-ingat saat-saat melahirkan dia dulu..the time after the delivery..at the hospital...
all those late nights..haqqeem smp skrg pun tidur lewat..kdg-kdg kul 1 pagi baru tidur...then dia akan bangun for susu..3-4 times....

Skrg ni dah start digging up baju haqqeem yg lama-lama dulu. Nak basuh sikit-sikit dan simpan elok-elok. Org kata tak elok start prepare awal sgt. I tak percaya sbb bila perut dah besar dah tak larat lagi nak mengemas. Tengah ada mood dan rasa cergas buat je lah...Seronok pulak rasa tgk baju-baju baby ni..teringat dulu masa haqqeem kecik-kecik...

I hope Allah will give me strength and guidance to raise my children. Murahkan rezeki kami utk cukupkan keperluan kami sekeluarga....

Sejenis sawi itu yg baru ku kenal...

English Name : Chinese Mustard Cabbage
Chinese Name : Gai Choy
Malay Name : Sejenis sawi

I am so crazy for this vege. Mula kenal bila mak mentua masukkan dalam kuah asam pedas. Sedap lak rase. tak yah makan benda lain makan lauk ni jer...

First time jumpa sayur ni. Kata cine yg jual sayur tu goreng pun sodap. Semalam order kat supplier di tempat keje. Then minta officemate masakkan. Dia masak asam peda bubuh sayur ni...Sedap nye makan ngan nasi. Makan samapi perut dah senak...kenyang nye tak tau nak cakap.

Kalau dapat makan tiap-tiap hari sayur ni pun tak pe..baby ni yg suka makan kot..pelik..hehehe

spending our weekend

Last Monday, saya gi check up kat Klinik Kesihatan kat belakang rumah. Masa nurse nak dengar jantung baby (guna sejenis alat dia leteak kat perut tu), dia tak dpt nak detect jantung baby. 2 nurse buat tak dapat cari. then dia tanya bermacam soalan yg membuat aku rasa baby dah tak de ke?...risau aku...sms kat hubby..then dia kata kena scan..

Gi doktor scan, doktor nampak pergerakan dan jantung baby. Lega. Maybe kulit perut you tebal dan peralatan kami tak berapa canggih sbb tu tadi tak boleh dengar jantung baby tadi...kata doktor yg periksa saya...

Habis check up hubby ambik ngan haqqeem. Hari ni adik anta MP3 player. saya nak dengar bila naik bas. utk gi keje. tak de la bosan sgt melangut je...

BAlik rumah hubby kata nak bayar duit keta. Saya offer dia untk pegi bayarkan. rasa nak berjalan-jalan ngan haqqeem. Lepas gi bank kat PJ, nampak bas lalu. Ckp ngan haqqeem, jom haqqeem kita gi KL sentral. boleh makan MCdonald. Jadi naik bas kami berdua pegi ke MCdonald. Haqqeem tak tidur pun. Dia suka. tapi dia tak nak duduk kat kerusi nak duduk kat peha aku. Dia takut org dlm bas tu...

Kat Mcdonald beli Happy Meal ayam goreng utk dia. Dia duduk makan. mesti lapar. tak gerak pun...then habis makan dia terus minta turun dan jalan keluar. Isyh budak ni tak tunggu pun mama dia.

Pas makan kami terus balik. Letihnyer bawak budak ni jalan...tapi saya happy sgt tgk dia jalan - jalan gembira.

Esok dah nak pegi kerja..tak bestnya tak dapat spend masa ngan dia...