i feel so tired. i cannot eat and drink anything except for fruits. Dah dua malam asyik mimpi makanan..first day mimpi makam sup tulang..2nd day mimpi makan laksa dan mcm-mcm.

My so called 'morning sickness' is worst not just morning, afternoon and worst at night. I had gastric which makes it worst. Kdg-kdg muntah ada darah sekali..perut pulak terasa pedih.

Semlm doktor bagi ubat Gelusil for gastric and tahan muntah. Like i can eat pills..haha..dulu masa haqqeem tak mcm teruk mcm ni. yes i did muntah but i can eat certain kind of foods only..i did lose weight last time 10 kg...i forgot how i survive the last time...dulu boleh mkn nasi...ngan kicap je..tapi skrg tgk nasi pun rasa loya...buah je yg rasa ok. Rasa nak mkn masam je tapi perut tak leh tolerate pulak...

Aduhai..i pray that Allah will give me strength and patience to go through this.

Nasib mlm-mlm haqqeem leh main sendiri...biar mama nye tertidur...sayang haqqeem for being understanding...cuma letih nak melayan karenah dia bila nak tukar diaper...
mcm ulat kepanasan..lari nak kena kejar..mama dia tak larat nak main-main...

i felt guilty for him....